The Hungry Kuki
Kuki | 19 | Zamboangeña | Atenean | Management Accounting | Salao | Senior | Bookworm | Potterhead | Hugger | Frustrated chef
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Mimi, I know I’m not the world’s best daughter. I’m far from that, but I’m trying. I know I have disappointed you for countless of times. I spend my nights regretting all the times I have hurt you and Daddy. I’m sorry, Mamu, for being a big disappointment. I’m trying. I’m really trying to be a good daughter to you.
I’m hoping that you have already forgiven me for what I did last time. ‘Cause Mum, to be honest, when you texted me those messages, I wanted to disappear. I didn’t know what to do. I felt like I don’t deserve to be your daughter anymore. I wanted to run away. And when that very same day, I got sick, it felt like you didn’t care. It felt like you didn’t want to see me. I thought you didn’t love me anymore. You didn’t talk to me, Mum, when I needed you to tell me that I would be okay. I really wanted to run away. I know I deserved it, but it was just too painful. Mommy, let’s not fight ever again, okay? That was our first fight and I hope that would also be our last. It was too painful. :(
I feel like a bitch for not doing something special for you today. I didn’t even write you a letter. I suck at being a daughter, I know. But Mum, please know that I love you. No words can describe how grateful I am to have you as my mother. I wouldn’t trade you for the world, Mum. If I were to choose between you and hundreds of hot guys, I’d still choose you, Mum. Of course I’d be sad but I’ll never regret choosing you. If I was given a chance to pick my mother, I’d still pick you, Mum. No one will ever compare to you. I love you, Mommy, I always will. Happy Mothers’ Day!
I just found out a few minutes ago that Lazada sells books too. That’s just so awesome. You just purchase online and all you have to do is wait for a few days and the books get delivered to your doorstep. This is very convenient for people who live in places that don’t have decent bookstores. Like me, I have to wait for my next travel to Manila or Cebu to buy books. It really sucks. Although purchasing books online is more convenient than going to bookstores yourself, nothing will ever beat the overwhelming feeling of being surrounded by thousands of books. There’s this certain happiness you get when you go to a bookstore or a library that you can’t get anywhere else. And I believe that this feeling will always be worth the wait.
Itinanong nanaman iyan sa akin ng kapatid ko. Pumunta kasi kami sa ospital kanina, kung saan ako na-admit dati. Habang hinihintay naming matapos si Mommy doon, sa lobby kame nakaupo. Bigla niyang tinanong sa akin iyan. Tiningnan ko siya nang derecho sa mata at sinabi kong oo. Totoo naman talaga. Ang pagiging doktor ang nakikita kong magiging propesyon ko sa hinaharap. Nakikita ko ang sarili ko sa emergency room inaasikaso yung mga pasyente. Nakikita ko ang sarili kong na nasa isang clinic. Pero paborito ko ang emergency room tuwing gabi. Hindi ko maipaliwanag. Naeexcite ako. Kahit kailan, hindi ako naexcite tuwing pinagagawa kame ng financial statements o sa tuwing pinapasolve kami ng accounting problems. Mas naeexcite pa ako sa minor subjects ko.
Siguro nga maling landas ang tinahak ko. Pero minsan, naisip ko, siguro rason ko lang ang kagustuhan kong maging doktor. Siguro, pilit itong pinaniniwalaan ng sarili ko para mapagaan ang loob ko. Defense mechanism? Siguro nga. Siguro pinaniniwalaan ko na gusto kong maging doktor dahil mas katanggap tanggap na nasa maling kurso ako kesa sa thought na isa akong malaking kahihiyan. Kahihiyan sa aking pamilya.
(c) Jemimah (queenbeeyatch)
I texted Therese yesterday if she wanted to play Badminton with me this summer. She said yes but we weren’t able to play yesterday. We decided to do it today at 4 PM. She asked me to text Raegeene too.
Earlier this morning, Jemimah texted me if we could reschedule our postponed meet up on Sunday. I said no because I always reserve my Sundays for my family, and it’s mothers’ day. I said I could go to their house today and we could just hang out. We ate at ABC. We talked… and talked and talked. We stayed there for almost two hours. God. I really missed her. We haven’t seen each other for a really long time. We’ve been so busy with our separate lives that we couldn’t find time to talk and catch up. We had our chance today. :) After our date, we went back to their house to wait for Therese. When I was about to go out to meet Therese, I went to Jemimah’s parents to thank them. They suggested that Jemimah should come with us. Hah! And so we went. We played for about 30 minutes and then my shuttlecock gave up on us. :( Hahaha! We decided to walk for a bit but then it started to rain. -___- We decided to just leave.
It was comforting to be with them again. Although we weren’t complete, they still made me happy. Almost a decade and a half of friendship, nothing beats that. I really missed them.
Today was awesome. I got to spend it with awesome people. Horaa for today! :)
Everyone’s been asking me why I changed my Twitter username from thehungrykuki to heypanini. I’ll tell you the reasons in this post.
Started the day right with a cup of hot coffee. I went online and found this in my inbox. Yaba sent this to us five (Mom, Dad, Wawaw, me and Kuya RA).
I don’t know why, but Yaba’s message brought me to tears. I’m just so happy for him. Thank You, Lord! God is good!
Since I’ve been such a couch potato all day, I decided to make myself useful even just for this afternoon. I called up different driving schools and compared the fee, requirements and program details. I was successful in calling two schools. So in case you’re from Zamboanga and you’re planning to enroll in a driving school, I’ll post the information I’ve gathered.
If I were to choose between the two, I’d choose Global A.B. Driving School. I like the 2 free sessions using your own vehicle and the school feels exclusive. I’ve been to the school and it gave a positive vibe. But I think ABC Driving School is also good. Aside from the fact that it’s cheaper, it’s also near our home. My sister told me that she enrolled there but she can’t remember her classes. So yeah. I hope this helps.
The other night: I shifted to Nursing. My parents allowed me to go to med school but I have to get a degree in Nursing first. I was a freshman again. Yeah. After a day, I transferred to a strip school. Yes, a strip school. That’s where one learns how to be a stripper. I don’t know if that kind of school exists, but yeah, I’ve dreamt of it. Maybe I should build a strip school in the future or something hahahahahahahaha
Last night: Usher, yes Usher, became my boyfriend. We had a hard time communicating with each other so we uh… overcompensated in physical intimacy. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha And then we were suddenly in a garden, LA was there. Yiech was there too.
Lakas kong makapagsabing ginamit mo’ko, pero yung totoo, naggagamitan lang tayong dalawa. Sa mga pinagpopost ko dito, ako yung mukhang biktima. Ang sama na siguro ng image mo sa mga nagbabasa ng blog ko. Hahahahahaha! Pero yung totoo, tayo lang din yung naggagaguhan. Pakshit. Ngayon ko lang ‘to narealize. Ang arte ko kasi. Woo.
Saving up for these.
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