queenbeeyatch:

Oh my gash, bente ka na teh!! 🎂🎊🎉 Happy Birthday Reese!! Thank you sa food. Haha! Love you. Mwah 😘

Weehoooo labyu Tere!!!!! Haberday! Hahahahahaha

Mimi, I know I’m not the world’s best daughter. I’m far from that, but I’m trying. I know I have disappointed you for countless of times. I spend my nights regretting all the times I have hurt you and Daddy. I’m sorry, Mamu, for being a big disappointment. I’m trying. I’m really trying to be a good daughter to you. 

I’m hoping that you have already forgiven me for what I did last time. ‘Cause Mum, to be honest, when you texted me those messages, I wanted to disappear. I didn’t know what to do. I felt like I don’t deserve to be your daughter anymore. I wanted to run away. And when that very same day, I got sick, it felt like you didn’t care. It felt like you didn’t want to see me. I thought you didn’t love me anymore. You didn’t talk to me, Mum, when I needed you to tell me that I would be okay. I really wanted to run away. I know I deserved it, but it was just too painful. Mommy, let’s not fight ever again, okay? That was our first fight and I hope that would also be our last. It was too painful. :(

I feel like a bitch for not doing something special for you today. I didn’t even write you a letter. I suck at being a daughter, I know. But Mum, please know that I love you. No words can describe how grateful I am to have you as my mother. I wouldn’t trade you for the world, Mum. If I were to choose between you and hundreds of hot guys, I’d still choose you, Mum. Of course I’d be sad but I’ll never regret choosing you. If I was given a chance to pick my mother, I’d still pick you, Mum. No one will ever compare to you. I love you, Mommy, I always will. Happy Mothers’ Day!

I just found out a few minutes ago that Lazada sells books too. That’s just so awesome. You just purchase online and all you have to do is wait for a few days and the books get delivered to your doorstep. This is very convenient for people who live in places that don’t have decent bookstores. Like me, I have to wait for my next travel to Manila or Cebu to buy books. It really sucks. Although purchasing books online is more convenient than going to bookstores yourself, nothing will ever beat the overwhelming feeling of being surrounded by thousands of books. There’s this certain happiness you get when you go to a bookstore or a library that you can’t get anywhere else. And I believe that this feeling will always be worth the wait.

Gusto mo ba talagang maging doktor?

Itinanong nanaman iyan sa akin ng kapatid ko. Pumunta kasi kami sa ospital kanina, kung saan ako na-admit dati. Habang hinihintay naming matapos si Mommy doon, sa lobby kame nakaupo. Bigla niyang tinanong sa akin iyan. Tiningnan ko siya nang derecho sa mata at sinabi kong oo. Totoo naman talaga. Ang pagiging doktor ang nakikita kong magiging propesyon ko sa hinaharap. Nakikita ko ang sarili ko sa emergency room inaasikaso yung mga pasyente. Nakikita ko ang sarili kong na nasa isang clinic. Pero paborito ko ang emergency room tuwing gabi. Hindi ko maipaliwanag. Naeexcite ako. Kahit kailan, hindi ako naexcite tuwing pinagagawa kame ng financial statements o sa tuwing pinapasolve kami ng accounting problems. Mas naeexcite pa ako sa minor subjects ko. 

Siguro nga maling landas ang tinahak ko. Pero minsan, naisip ko, siguro rason ko lang ang kagustuhan kong maging doktor. Siguro, pilit itong pinaniniwalaan ng sarili ko para mapagaan ang loob ko. Defense mechanism? Siguro nga. Siguro pinaniniwalaan ko na gusto kong maging doktor dahil mas katanggap tanggap na nasa maling kurso ako kesa sa thought na isa akong malaking kahihiyan. Kahihiyan sa aking pamilya. 

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A fine afternoon with 4/7 Jogues barkada.

(c) Jemimah (queenbeeyatch)

I texted Therese yesterday if she wanted to play Badminton with me this summer. She said yes but we weren’t able to play yesterday. We decided to do it today at 4 PM. She asked me to text Raegeene too.

 Earlier this morning, Jemimah texted me if we could reschedule our postponed meet up on Sunday. I said no because I always reserve my Sundays for my family, and it’s mothers’ day. I said I could go to their house today and we could just hang out. We ate at ABC. We talked… and talked and talked. We stayed there for almost two hours. God. I really missed her. We haven’t seen each other for a really long time. We’ve been so busy with our separate lives that we couldn’t find time to talk and catch up. We had our chance today. :) After our date, we went back to their house to wait for Therese. When I was about to go out to meet Therese, I went to Jemimah’s parents to thank them. They suggested that Jemimah should come with us. Hah! And so we went. We played for about 30 minutes and then my shuttlecock gave up on us. :( Hahaha! We decided to walk for a bit but then it started to rain. -___- We decided to just leave. 

It was comforting to be with them again. Although we weren’t complete, they still made me happy. Almost a decade and a half of friendship, nothing beats that. I really missed them.

A good day with good people :’)

1. Went to the airport with Hazel to get their books from PAL Cargo. They needed me and my ID to get the packages because they ordered it from my brother. You have to say, it was nice of me to do that. Well it’s not like I have a choice, right? -___- But still. Hahaha! Hazel’s mom drove us to school and then we carried the packages for a few meters until we got inside the school and hell, those packages were heavy! Try carrying 33 kilos! Yeah. We waited for our classmates to give them their books. After giving out all the books, my classmates went home. 
2. Ice cream date with Donna at McDonald’s. She really hates me now. Hahahaha! I forced her to tell me everything that’s going on between her and… (hahahahaha! Hi, Donna! :p) We just talked and talked and talked. 
3. Walked back to school. The initial plan was just to accompany Donna to gate 2, but I went inside the school and just sat there and talked to everyone at the office. By 6 PM, the ASSPeans were outside the office to get their newspaper and their gifts. I got to meet some of them. Awesome kids. :D
4. Went to Mindpro with Ate Ma, Donna, Kuya Aran and Paye Paye but Ate Ma didn’t eat with us. So yeah. While walking towards Greenwich, I saw… him. Hi. :3 Hahaha! He was eating with three other friends. :3 There weren’t a lot of tables available, so we got a table near the entrance which was very far from their table. We ate the barkada meal for four. While waiting for our food, he and his friends decided to head back to school. Of course, they had to pass by our table… why else would we be sitting there? Hahaha! I was looking at him and then he looked at me. I smiled. He smiled too, his usual handsome smile. A nod, a smirk and an eyebrow raise. Woooo, good Lord!! ❤ ❤ ❤ My heart, it sank and it flipped and it soared really really high. Woohoo! 
5. My Mom texted me that she was on her way home from Dakak. She said she was in Guiwan already, she asked me to open the door for her. I was on my way home then. I panicked! She won’t scold me for going home late, I just wanted to beat her home. I arrived at our house at 8:06. A minute or two after I went through the front door, the door bell rang. Hahahahaahahahahahaha!

Today was awesome. I got to spend it with awesome people. Horaa for today! :)

Heypanini

Everyone’s been asking me why I changed my Twitter username from thehungrykuki to heypanini. I’ll tell you the reasons in this post.

1. My Twitter username and my Tumblr url have been the same for quite a while and I’ve been constantly having Atenean followers. I don’t want my blog to be traced by people who know me personally. I post private and emotional stuff here. It’s not like I’m famous or anything like that, I just want to keep things private.
2. Do you guys know who Panini is? She’s a character in the Chowder series. She has a huge crush on Chowder and unfortunately, Chowder sees her only as a friend. Yeah, it’s basically the story of my life. Hahahaha! Kidding. I don’t know. I just love the series. A close friend used to call me Panini too, I call him Chowder. (Our brothers used to tease the two us. Thus, the pet names.)
3. Panini’s a pastry chef. One of my dreams is not to be a chef, but to be a good cook. I just want to learn how to cook good food… for my parents, for my siblings, for my husband and kids in the future. Naks!
4. Panini and Chowder still had their own sweet happy ending. Despite Panini being rejected by Chowder countless of times, in the end, they got married. They had 50 panchowbies!! That’s what their kids are called. So cute! And yeah, I’m still waiting for my Chowder. :)

042813: A Very Blessed Sunday Morning :)

Started the day right with a cup of hot coffee. I went online and found this in my inbox. Yaba sent this to us five (Mom, Dad, Wawaw, me and Kuya RA).

I don’t know why, but Yaba’s message brought me to tears. I’m just so happy for him. Thank You, Lord! God is good!

Yabachui, I just want you to know that you have made us so so so proud already. Whatever happens, we’re here for you. We love you. I love you. 

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• Finished reading Paper Towns by John Green. I don’t know what to say about the book. Ha. But the thing about John Green’s books is that I always learn new things. It’s like fun facts are injected into the stories. So yeah.
• Started reading Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher.
• Went to BPI to deposit my brother’s allowance. I love going to BPI Climaco. I have a crush who works there. Hahahahaha!
• Waited for my sister to go home so that we could attend our TRACMA class but my brother used her car so we had to wait for him. It was already late when he came home. -___- We still visited the new TRACMA studio though. We watched a few rounds punching and kicking. Saw a lot of sexy abs. Wooohooo!
• Went to town to buy donuts and munchkins and other sweets for my nephews.
• Went to Pasonanca to… drink. @@ Damn it. Yes, I drank. Huhuhu. So much for my 2013 resolution. -________-
• Now, I shall sleep. Jogging and Badminton tomorrow! Yey! :D

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Wow.

Driving Schools

Since I’ve been such a couch potato all day, I decided to make myself useful even just for this afternoon. I called up different driving schools and compared the fee, requirements and program details. I was successful in calling two schools. So in case you’re from Zamboanga and you’re planning to enroll in a driving school, I’ll post the information I’ve gathered.

ABC Driving School (Mayor Jaldon Street, near Jollibee Camins)

P4990 = 10 days, 1 hour per session

Promo: 15% off = P4240 (inclusive of student permit fee)

Requirements:

1. Photocopy of birth certificate
2. 2 pcs 1x1 picture
3. 50% downpayment
4. Student permit

Remaining balance should be paid on 4th session.

Global A.B. Driving School (Estrada St., Tetuan. Beside Puericulture)

P4800 = 10 days, 1 hour per session plus 2 free sessions using your own vehicle

Requirements:

1. Student permit
2. 50% downpayment

Remaining balance should be paid on 4th session.

If I were to choose between the two, I’d choose Global A.B. Driving School. I like the 2 free sessions using your own vehicle and the school feels exclusive. I’ve been to the school and it gave a positive vibe. But I think ABC Driving School is also good. Aside from the fact that it’s cheaper, it’s also near our home. My sister told me that she enrolled there but she can’t remember her classes. So yeah. I hope this helps.

Dreams are getting weirder and weirder.

The other night: I shifted to Nursing. My parents allowed me to go to med school but I have to get a degree in Nursing first. I was a freshman again. Yeah. After a day, I transferred to a strip school. Yes, a strip school. That’s where one learns how to be a stripper. I don’t know if that kind of school exists, but yeah, I’ve dreamt of it. Maybe I should build a strip school in the future or something hahahahahahahaha

Last night: Usher, yes Usher, became my boyfriend. We had a hard time communicating with each other so we uh… overcompensated in physical intimacy. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha And then we were suddenly in a garden, LA was there. Yiech was there too.

WHAAAAAAT. WHYYYYYY.

Lakas kong makapagsabing ginamit mo’ko, pero yung totoo, naggagamitan lang tayong dalawa. Sa mga pinagpopost ko dito, ako yung mukhang biktima. Ang sama na siguro ng image mo sa mga nagbabasa ng blog ko. Hahahahahaha! Pero yung totoo, tayo lang din yung naggagaguhan. Pakshit. Ngayon ko lang ‘to narealize. Ang arte ko kasi. Woo. 

Saving up for these.

(Source: flawlesshapiness)